I don't know since when I got this powerful unwanted instinct. But I guess God want to show me something. Maybe He wants me to realize that ALL PEOPLE CANT BE TRUSTED NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU KNOW THEM.
I would prefer if God could just punish the people who betrayed me. But no punishment in this world is comparable to the pain I'm suffering. It really really really really hurts and nothing you can do to heal it. Not a thing. Well, maybe killing yourself can ease me a little but what's the point because I know you wont dare. This is the most extreme frustration I ever had that I swear if it happen again, I won't hesitate to do things that you know you'll regret for the rest of your life.
It will never be the same again. If you see me smile, well that's probably me pretending.
Salam Ramadan dan selamat menjalani ibadah puasa.
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